I do do irrational things at times. But usually only after trying to be subtle, as our country doesn't like direct confrontation. Then I try direct confrontation. But most of the times that doesn't do anything. Then I do something irrational, and the people I'm around give me this look, the same look. It is a look of how they want to say something, but dont. They never say anything. No one calls me on my bullshit.

I had one professor in college call me on my bullshit. One.

That is why more and more I want to run away to a farm. To work the soil. Cuz the soil doesn't take your bullshit. The earth isn't going to say to you, "you planted these seeds three weeks after they should have gone into the ground and nothing was going to grow, but here's some corn anyway."

I'm sick of no one calling me on my irrational behavior.